First Time Experiences

I was about 16 or 17, a guy which I was attracted to knocked at my
door. He had a disagreement at home and needed a place to spend the
night.

I was on my own by that time, and we were the only ones in the
apartment. I did not know he was gay and I don't think he knew I was
but I never asked. He was going to take the other bed in my room the
only bedroom in the apartment. He stripped to his jockey shorts and
as he stepped quickly across the room to his bed it was obvious that
he was well endowed and excited. The bulge was enormous, it stood
out so much that I remarked about the size of it. We pulled back
the covers and climbed into bed and the conversation turned to sex.
Soon he had the covers back and was massaging it gently. Can't
remember the exact way it all came about after that be we were soon
engaged in mutual oral sex. After that he would stop by from time to
time to spend the night. I always enjoyed his visits and I never knew
he was coming until he knocked at the door.  I wonder where he is now.




My first experience is rather similar.  I was living in West Texas,
panhandle to those that know the area, and I had a very close friend
that I ran around with starting when we were about 8 years old.  As
we grew older and grew to our teens, 12 or 13, we were naturally
curious about sex and masturbated together often.  The fun thing was
the different places that we find to do it, once on the roof of our
Junior High School well after midnight.  Those times did not involve
touching each other as I think the personal excitement was the only
thing on our minds.

As we became older, I guess around 16 to 17, the idea of further
sexual action, i.e. oral, anal, and kissing, started to arise.  I
can remember the first time we tried anal sex.  We were out on a
camping trip, just the two of us and we had just pitched a tent at
a lake some miles from town.  We had air mattresses and were getting
comfortable in the sleeping bags when he made the statement that
it seemed that we could enjoy having anal intercourse if we could
figure out how to do it.  Seem rather funny now but at 16 years
old I can remember we really had no idea how to work the positions.
Needless to say we accomplished it and he really enjoyed being
on the receiving end but I found it to hurt too much so after that
I was always the one on top.

A couple of years later, after I had moved back to Dallas from West
Texas, I was visiting him and his mother found a gay porno book in
my suitcase and started putting peaces together from the previous
suspicions she had.  She call me into their house and call me a
sick little homosexual and said that I could be a bad influence
on her "Non-Homosexual" son.  <>.
Anyway I was banished from the house and had to have my mother pick
me up from the friends she was staying at.  She asked me what had
happened and I explained.  She just asked me if I was and I said
I didn't know.  In 1979 it was hard for me to know.   I've only
seen him once since Mothers do get paranoid don't they...they
just don't understand that either you are or your not and that
people don't really get converted. If you are not gay or bi you
are just not interested. How long ago was it that you saw him, and
did you discuss what happened.